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June 17th, 2005

so yeah... i stayed the nite at Sabrina's last nite. i'm not sure if that was a good thing or bad thing. Thursday when Mike called i told him i was going over to her house and i wasn't very excited... he could tell. he told me that if i didn't really wanna be friends with her ((which i really don't)) then to end it now. yeah, i know thats the right thing to do, but its hard! so i figure "oh, whats a few hours" well for a change i had fun with her. we went shoe shopping and tried on a whole bunch of shoes. it was interesting :) so when she asked if i wanted to stay the night i was like 'why not' plus i didn't feel like coming up with an excuse on the spot. i was outta material. so yeah, after i picked up my stuff and went back to her house i was bored out of my mind. we just sat there not even talking to each other. all she kept saying was "what do you want to do?" like usual. it was so annoying. well, we finally decided to go to Silver Cinemas to see a movie. i was like "HITCH is good!" so we saw that. she loved it, i loved it again. things were looking up. but then we sat around her house again... i was glad when i finally convinced her it was time for sleep. and i slept til 12:30, we talked for a lil, she left the room and i fell back asleep til 1:30. then i got dressed, we went to taco bell and then she dropped me off here cuz i told her i was going to the cookout, and Mike was gunna be here at like 4 to pick me up and i had to shower and get ready and all that... so i almost feel like staying the nite at her house gave her the impression we're still best buds and we still have fun and i'm pulling her closer even tho thats not really what i want to do. but also, the fact that there were so many awkward/silent moments, you would think she would figure out we don't have anything in common anymore. i paid attention to the things i talked about... i had no idea i had that much to say about Mike & Alaina. seriously everything was "Mike and I this..." and "the other day Alaina was saying that..." OY! well, i'm off to the shower. a loooong shower :) i love those!

**ps - like the layout? its prolly only temporary, but its a nice change :)